Author: Daniel J. James

  • Wanna See?

    Wanna See?

    I met a young lady the other night. 

    She and I are supposed to go out this evening, but I may have to cancel, because my eyes have been bothering me really bad lately.

    On top of that, I’ve been having nightmares again.

    They slowed down for a bit, but then they started again the other night.

    It was the witch again.

    The first time I saw her, she was a young woman reading from her twisted spell book.

    She wanted to stop, but once the book took a hold of her, there was no letting go until the spell she was looking for found her.

    The next time I saw her, her face was wicked and gaunt, with big eyes that sunk into her head and greying skin that hung from her face. She approached a boy as he walked home late one night, her horrid face hidden from him under a dark hood. With a crackling voice she asked, “Have you ever seen a kidney?” and when he answered “No” she replied, “I’ll show you yours.” and she ripped her hand into his body and rummaged around until she found  what she was looking for; a kidney wet and warm for her to swallow for her vile spell. 

    The next time I saw her, she was eating a man’s liver; she plucked it out of his body while he screamed and she swallowed it whole. Before she did her dark work she had asked him a question too, “Have you even seen a liver?” to which he replied “No.” and she offered to show him his before she relieved him of it. 

    Time passed before I saw the witch in my dreams again. 

    Then came the night I heard her cracking voice ask “Have you ever seen a heart?”. The woman tried to run when she saw the witch’s face, but the witch’s arms were too long and she grabbed and dragged the woman back. “Yes! Yes, I’ve seen a heart!” she screamed! The witch just laughed, “Would you like to see yours?” and pulled the pumping heart from the woman’s chest and swallowed it whole. 

    I’ve decided it’s worse to just sit here ruminating over old dreams, so I put in some eye drops, get myself ready, and go out to spend some time with a pretty girl. We go to the Harvest Carnival that’s here for the week. Lots of people in costumes and something about that makes me uncomfortable.  Especially the person in the black robe that keeps following us. Everywhere we go I see them, but their face is never clear. 

    I’m feeling more and more uneasy. 

    I have an idea.

    “Hey, let’s go on a ride. Do you like the ferries wheel?”

    “Sure, let’s go!”

    The line is a bit long, but it feels open and safe with so many people around. While we wait we exchange stories of battle scars. She tells me of the car accident where she lost her sister, and I tell her of the surgeries that saved my sight. 

    Up on the slow spinning ride, I can see the robed figure still lurking. I thought I’d feel better up here, but now I feel like a sitting duck.

    “Are you okay? You look a bit sick.”

    I appreciate her concern, but it also makes me feel embarrassed that I’ve become so visibly worried. So I lie.

    “I’m fine. Must be the corndog.”

    “Well hopefully we don’t have to take you to the doctor. I hate doctors. Doctors murdered my sister.”

    “I thought you said it was a car crash.”

    “The crash was the catalyst. It was the harvesting that followed that killed her. She wanted to live, but they said so did the others. So they lied and said she was a donor. But she’ll return soon. That is a promise.”

    I feel immensely sick. I want off this ride!

    I feel frozen now as her gaze is fixed upon me and I can see myself reflected in her stare.

    She smiles.

    “Hmm… Have you ever seen such beautiful eyes?”

    Art and story by Daniel J. James

  • 41

    Sooo… it’s my Birthday.

    Usually my birthday comes with some kind of emotion or anxiety, or feelings of some sort.

    But not this year.

    This year I feel hopeful.

    This year I feel a little more steady.

    And honestly, this year I have a few less fucks to give (which is a good thing).

    I feel more ready to lose.

    I feel more comfortable with a win.

    I feel like like I want that authenticity more, and I’m more clear on what that means for me.

    So… Happy Birthday to Me!

    Excited to see what another year brings.

  • Let it go…

    Let it go…

    Dear Black Women. Dear Black People. Dear World.

    It’s okay to let it go.

    The pain and the trauma and the hurt that someone else gave to you, it’s alright to release it and lay it down.

    I’ve been seeing this a lot as of late. The Universe is not only giving permission, but it is in need of people, especially Black Women, to let go of the pain they’ve been holding on to like a dear treasure.

    This is not a call to forget, and it’s damn sure not a call to forgive, but it is a call to freedom.

    That cage that someone, or something, or some happening put you in, that is not your home.

    Do what you have to do to heal, for your own sake.

    Not because someone needs you to be better, or because someone else needs you to be your best you.

    Heal because you deserve to be your best you, for YOU.

    Heal because you deserve all the light, and love, and joy that this world has to offer, and you deserve to grab on to all the goodness with both hands, but you have to empty it of that thing you’re holding on to, to fully grasp the goodness.

    It’s not your fault, but it is your responsibility to get help.

    Talk about it.

    Stop protecting the ones who gave you hurt.

    Go to therapy.

    Pray.

    Meditate.

    Drink water.

    Eat good food.

    Take your medication.

    Tell your story.

    Be free.

  • Honeybee

    Honeybee

    Art, Story, and Characters by Daniel J. James

    Start from the beginning. 1800 and something. Her name was Abini. She was a theoarm in the line of Iago, like Niel. She is remembered. I can see her now, where it started, her thick dark hair tamed into a braided bun. Her eyes like the calm before the storm. The wide nose that is common in the Donovan family. She is remembered…

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  • New ASH 9/17 Pavilion Series Story!!!

    New ASH 9/17 Pavilion Series Story!!!

    Tomorrow (3/7/25) read a new story Honeybee, that continues in the world of Pavilion Remembers: Halo Sky.

    This story, set in the American South in the 1800’s, follows elite monster hunter Abini as she is tasked with killing an unkillable creature that is responsible for the numerous deaths in a small town.

  • small victories.

    small victories.

    I struggle sometimes to find faith in myself. Or maybe I should say that I’m struggling. Hitting those moments when you feel like you’ve given something all you’ve got and it’s not enough can be even more draining. I’m praying for a few small victories to help me through, cause man, I need a win bad…

    -Daniel J. James-

  • My first…

    My first…

    I used to really struggle with sketching on digital. So what I used to do was I would do my drawings on paper, scan them, and then add digital color. This little guy here was the first sketch and color I did years ago that is completely digital, and he opened a door for me that allowed me expand on my skill set. The past few months I haven’t been working so much in digital, but with the stories that I have upcoming, I think it would be wise of me to step back into that mode…

    -Daniel J. James-

  • African Flower

    African Flower

    This one started with me just practicing faces but grew into something more.

    -Daniel J. James-

  • FanArt: Magik

    FanArt: Magik

    Just some fanart I did a long time ago that I really still like.

  • Not a Guitar Hero…

    Not a Guitar Hero…

    When I was about 18 I bought a guitar.

    I never expected myself to gain legendary skills, but I did hope to one day be somewhat good at it.

    I pt those dreams away years ago, and left the little I did learn behind me.

    But tonight I picked up the guitar again, and for the first time I felt a little spark.

    Maybe I’ll try again…

    -Daniel J. James-